Part 1.
As we live we experience things, it’s what we constantly do. It’s all we do, we don’t do anything but experience things. When we awaken from sleep first thing in the morning, we open our eyes and experience ‘The Real World’. In our sleep, if we’re lucky, we dream, this is also an experience, but It’s not as clear cut or defined in our minds, it skips and jumps, it’s vivid, but also blurry. When you are intoxicated by a drug, this too is experience. So what exactly is experience? Experience is anything that YOU do, not your body’s actions and not your brain’s thoughts, but YOU, the person that moves the body, and the person that has the thoughts. The person that lives and the person that dreams. So who are YOU? You are the person that emerges when no-one is around, when you are all alone with yourself, alone in your thoughts, the person behind the thoughts, behind the persona, the person the outside world never sees or hears. The untainted, un-trapped YOU.
YOU never show this person to the world, to anyone in the world, YOU keep this YOU to yourself and you always do, from the first realisation of consciousness to the day you die, everyone in the world sees a version of YOU, but never the real YOU, you keep that YOU secret. You’re scared to show this inner YOU, you are frightened in case the world hurts this inner YOU, so you keep it locked away, where you can protect it and keep it from harm, keep it safe. But you also yearn for the world to see your inner YOU. You long to shine.
You protect yourself and your inner YOU by using masks. You have a selection of masks which you wear for each occasion, some are thick masks, that hide and disguise whom you really are, for those times when you don’t want the person or persons to see who you are, and some of your masks are thin, for the occasion you are amongst people whom you trust and feel close to, and whom you want to see who you are. But no-one ever sees you without one of your masks on, YOU are always hidden. Some masks are specifically tailored for a certain effect: cocky, clever, witty, confident, vulnerable, caring, sorry. Some are tailored for certain environments: work, home, nightclub, gym. But they are all still, just masks. You put them on without realising, it’s second nature, you don’t even have to try, they just appear upon your being, they appear automatically, as and when required. You are only mask-free, when you are alone in your feelings, when you are truly YOU. Truly true to yourself.
This is how you experience, this is how you are, always trying to be...showing yourself to be...proving yourself to be...thinking you should be...pretending to be...hiding and searching, but never just being. Never just being YOU. The real YOU.
It’s a very strange situation.

We feel things as well. This is the important bit.
We constantly have this internal battle raging between what we feel, which always appears first, and what we think, which generally succeeds in superseding our initial feelings. So what are our feelings, why do we feel them and why do we generally ignore them?
Our feelings are the accumulated emotional knowledge we have of the world, all our experiences condensed into a singular impulse that informs us and drives us towards the correct decision in relation to whatever situation we are in. It is our guide.
The people who like to give names to things have called this ‘the little voice’ in our head. It is neither ‘little’ or in our heads. This is YOU. This is who YOU are, and you are not like anyone else that has ever been.

How you feel, is who you are, what you feel, is how you’ve lived

If you generally feel good about most things, you’ve probably had a good, nice time so far, similarly, the opposite is true, a bad time filled with bad feelings causes you to feel bad most of the time. Simple.
So, if your feelings are YOU, why do you ignore them.

Because you’ve been told to, all your life. All your life you have been and are constantly advised to ‘think about it’, you are very rarely advised to use your feelings as a guide.
Do you listen to your heart or listen to your head, the answer should be, neither – your heart is a pump which pumps blood around your body, and your head or more correctly, your brain, processes thoughts as a result of electrical impulses continually firing in a process that’s not really, properly understood yet.
You should be listening to, and acting upon what YOU feel, the real YOU, the unmasked YOU, the happy, un-influenced, un-worried, free-as-a-bird YOU. Ask yourself...
Have you ever been badly advised by YOU?
Have you ever been lied to by YOU?
Has YOU ever got it wrong?
When you listen to YOU, you will never go wrong, the world may, but you won’t. This is because YOU and ‘the world’ are two entirely different things, they are as opposed as oil is to water. YOU constantly tell yourself to feel, the world constantly tells you to think. YOU like to make love, the world likes to make money. YOU like to love, the world likes to hate. YOU want to feel apart of something, the world wants to divide.
The way you feel is YOU, never forget it.

As we live we remember things that we’ve done. Our minds are the retained accumulation of all we’ve learnt, all our facts and figures, all the knowledge we have of the world we live in, all the ‘rights’ and all the ‘wrongs’. We store it all in our ‘grey matter’. This information surrounds all that we feel, it acts as a reverse-filter, as our feelings pass through this information, they are sullied, tainted and influenced by this information, it transforms our feelings into thought-feelings and weighs us down with knowledge, the real world knowledge of our lives. We tend to keep this information in there because we think we should, we think it’s important, we believe it is vital to living. But is it?, or more accurately, how vitally important is it?

We need to remember that speeding cars will kill or maim if come into contact with.
We need to remember how to do our jobs, if those jobs provide us with the economic vitality to live.
We need to remember which things are poisonous to our bodies, and that fire burns and sharp things cut.
These things are obvious.
But there is a lot of information in our brains, our grey matter, that doesn’t seem to hold much relativity to the everyday happiness of our lives...
How a person looks when they are dying from a gunshot wound
Which football teams have been tipped by which journalist to do well in whichever league they are playing.
The estimated size of an unfeasibly vast cosmos
What fashions are ‘in’ this season; which are ‘out’
But do we really need to store such seemingly useless information, and continually draw upon it as points of reference for living?

We tend to live our day-to-day lives based upon the memories of what we’ve done, we are continually influenced by our experiences.
I’m this type of person, and so I do these kinds of things
People know me as a person who does...therefore that’s what I should do

I’m not the kind of person who...
You know me, I’m...
We very rarely live in the here and now, experiencing life in it’s beautiful, instantaneous purity, even though, that’s all there is, all there ever will be. We are constantly trying to adapt the situations of the present into more fitting versions of what we think the present should be, based upon what we think we are, as a result of what we’ve been. Adapting the ‘now’ to fit ‘us’.
Although it may not seem obvious at first, the past is just our memories and nothing else, the future is merely our imagination. Either of these two, past and future can be altered, whenever we choose, we just have to change how we feel about them. The power is within us.
Nothing exists except the constantly recurring, brief instant of the ‘here and now’, it’s the only true constant. We are always seemingly in the wrong time, mentally in the wrong place, existing now, but in our heads, planning or dreaming of the future, or being influenced (troubled or pleased) by the past. Either way, always in the wrong time, always missing the world as it skips by us, never grasping it.

And by the way, there is no such thing as time. It’s a human concept.
We like to appear detached and cool to our friends by fiddling with smart phones rather than intimately conversing with them about things that matter.
On sunny days, we lay back and think of relaxing in the sun, rather than laying back, relaxing in the sun
When we are with loved ones, we prattle on and chit-chat, rather than truly expressing and professing our love for them.
Imagine looking forward to your favourite TV program, then, when it’s on, talking to a friend all the way through it, then afterwards, when the program has finished, talking about how good the program would have been if you had watched it. It wouldn’t make sense. But then again, our lives generally don’t.
We seem oblivious to the startling, invigorating potential of living in the ‘now’, we are almost fearful of it. Maybe it’s too startling, maybe too invigorating to the person who we like to think we are. It apparently needs hesitation, mediation and meditation.
Our memories seem to tell us who we think we are, and therefore how and who we should be, but this isn’t how it’s supposed to be, this is not being free.

But sometimes we just live.

Sometimes we forget to think, we forget to be influenced by our experiences and our memories, and we just live, pure and simple. We don’t analyse, we don’t assess. We just live. We don’t worry how we come across, we don’t worry what people will think, we don’t care what people will think, we just live. And when we do, we feel light, unencumbered, free and alive. We feel like we are really living, really alive, it makes us realise just how un-alive we feel day-to-day, it’s like a wake up call to our normally dulled senses. And in those moments of really living, we know that that’s all we need, just life, and whatever it has in store for us. We are satisfied.
It very rarely happens. But when it does, it is magical.
When we just live, our experiences are like magic. They have a special quality about them. We remember them in a special way. These are the moments we remember and recall with ease. For me, I can always remember those occasions when I didn’t think about the ball or the players or myself whilst playing football and just played, and ended up playing brilliantly, like I’d never played before; scoring great goals, playing accurate passes, being just where I needed to be to receive the ball. It was the feeling that I had stopped thinking and that my brain just took over. Took over and did something which it had done at least a thousand times before. At times like this I realised the only thing stopping me playing like this all the time, was the stupid, thinking part of my mind that was getting in the way of the natural flow of energy into my football game. I was, by thinking about it and myself within it, hindering myself.
It’s exactly the same in no matter what subject you analyse in life, when we relax and just live, it all tends to just go right, how it should. Life shouldn’t be difficult, it’s us that make it so.
When we just live, we feel happy
When we feel happy we feel alive.
We don’t ask questions.
We just live and feel happy and feel alive. We are connected to life.
What is life?

Life is our experience, it's why we are here.

Part 2.
There is a force. You know there is, because you can feel it, you’ve felt it all your life, you will feel it to the day you die. You live all your life wanting to die, so you can find out if this force really does exist. It does.
It makes you wake up and give life a go, even when you may not want to. When your circumstances say ‘give up’, it makes you keep going. But you don’t see it or hear it, you've never touched it, but you know it’s there. Everyone does. Even the people who say ‘no it’s not’ and ‘I don’t believe in it’, they do and they know it is.

They can feel it, just like you can, it’s impossible not to.

This force is the force that is everything.
It doesn’t create everything, it is everything. It is the catalyst for the creation of everything in existence, it is the energy source for all the energies in existence.
It is the force that is everything in existence. It’s the question that won’t go away. You all know it’s name. It’s got many names, been given many names. But it doesn’t really have a name, why would it need one? Only humans need names, just like we need voices.
This force neither needs a name, nor a voice, nor a form, it is much higher than that. It is so high, so sublime and so pure, it will never be understood by forms that need voice-produced names.
But you need to know what it is. And its not what you think it is. Or more accurately, it’s not what you’ve been told it is.
And how you’ve been told.

God is the name, in whichever language it is spoken, though All is the only correct term.
And there are many stories about Him. Him with a capital H, as if that really matters. I cannot comprehend how the totality of everything that ever was and ever will be, could be that concerned with capital letters. Or prayers. Or books.

Most of the stories about this force are wrong. He says this, and he says that. No he doesn’t.
This force has never said anything to anyone ever, why would it, it exists on a much higher plane than that. Words are for forms of energy that have lost the ability to connect and communicate in other ways.
Saying that this force said this or that is anthropomorphisation. Us humans are very good at that, it’s borne out of our inherent insecurity, because we always feel alone and separate. As is our desire to absolve ourselves of blame, to attribute our weaknesses to a higher condition. Though that’s a story for another day.


In our experiences we know we like love most, it's our greatest feeling.
We like to feel good. We like to feel love. We love the feeling of love.
This force is the feeling of love
The feeling we feel, when we feel love
The feeling we feel when we really love life
That’s All, the Divine Force of Love, the thing we call God
Everything in existence, is there as a result of this force 

This force enables our lives to exist

This force doesn’t condemn
This force has no divisions.

Part 3.
So who are We?

We are All
We are a small part of the force that is everything
Very, very small, but quite intelligent.
Intelligent enough to think and more importantly, feel.
This allows for a connection.
A connection to the Divine Force Of Love
There are lots of things in life that cannot connect, cannot feel it, but we can.
We are a tiny, experiencing part of the Divine Force Of Love.

So why don’t we know it, why don't we actively feel it.
It’s because we are always thinking of the past, imagining the future.
And always allowing these two thoughts to influence our present feelings, we are never just living.

When we just live, we love life and we live to love.
We are the force of love, so therefore it’s understandable that we can feel it.
We are ultimately, just experience, brought into existence to experience life and feel love.
We are Love

As We Live We Experience Things, It's What We Constantly Do